An open letter to my future wife

My love,

There is so much that I want to say to you right now but I don't know how.

My name is Taylor. You don't know this yet, but you mean the world to me. I often find myself wondering where you are and what you're doing right now, if you're thinking of me or if you're thinking about some loser that doesn't get you in the end. I am positive that you are beautiful and I can't wait to tell you to your face. And to your lips. :-)

Five yeas ago, I thought I knew where you were, and so I acted accordingly. I moved to Provo thinking that you were here just waiting for me to snatch you up and take you away to happily ever after land, but I was wrong. My intention in moving to Provo was to marry you, but now I know that I came here to become the man you need me to be. These five years have been tough and trying times indeed, but they've shaped me and made me grow. You probably wouldn't have liked me if you had met when when I first got here, so it's undoubtedly for the best. But sweety, I need you now. Every night when I go to bed, I send out a little brainwave to you telling you that I love you and that I'm on my way to finding you. I need your help now though. In 6 months I will be a wanderer in this world with my choice of where to be. I want to be where you are. I need you to tell me where to go so that I can be with you. I yearn for you, I ache for you, and I wanted you to know how much I already care, even though I know you aren't going to read this for reals. So maybe this is a letter to your spirit, a request for confirmation. Please tell me where you are and I will cross heaven and earth to be with you. I will. And sweety, once I have you, I'm not letting go. I will devote every ounce of my being to you, to your comfort, to you having a happy life. Years from now, when we're old and grey, and I tell you about this letter, we'll both laugh. Probably. Hopefully. I can't wait.

I miss you (no doubt we were best friends before we came to this life), I love you, I keep you in my prayers and I can't wait to finally meet you in person.

With all of my love,
Taylor