In 3 weeks and 2 days, I will be 27, and this fills me with fear. For multiple reasons. I've decided that I will devote this month to my fears based on the idea that fears are useless unless they are confronted.
I am afraid to open up and really let people into my heart. I'm afraid of this because, over the last 6 years, my heart has been assaulted several times over, and I honestly don't believe I can take that kind of hurt ever again, that if I do, I feel like I would die. Just the thought alone of ever feeling that pain again makes me want to give up.
To face this fear, I'm going to make a concerted effort to let people in.
I'm afraid.
Once again, I love Craigslist!
14 hours ago
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I've realized letting people in is not that hard. It really is hardest when they leave, but I guess you have to accept the fact that people come and go out of our lives all the time. Some by death, some by kicking them out, or by other means.
I've taken comfort in the fact that everyone who touches your life does so for a reason. While it might not be a painless reason, but they happen none the less. Eventually you will see the reason.
It's not so bad. You have wonderful people to lean on when you need them.
can I be afraid with you?
Taylor, I was wondering when you come up for Thanksgiving, would you like me to take any photos of you and James, for your bands? Let me know.
Love you, sweetie. A.C.
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